backing up my work January 24, 2018 william ⋅ Uncategorized ⋅ 10 comments http://theocs101ark.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/01/Untitled-201.mp4 Like 26 Thanks! You've already liked this « so blatant » We just dont know how 10 Comments aflo January 25, 2018 @ 4:03 pm Yes we create this reality in our minds, at least according to the Buddhists we do. At death when we are released from the physical body, we still have to navigate the bardo..the ‘between’ which is the temporary gap between lives. Our senses are extremely magnified at that time because we are free from the limits of the body. This frightens us, because we can see and hear things that were invisible to us before death. But apparently all we have to do is realize that it is our own mind doing it, and once we realize that, we are liberated, and achieve Nirvana. It’s all Alice in Wonderland, The Matrix, etc. etc. It’s the rabbit hole, and it’s our fractured mind that does it, and down we go! william January 25, 2018 @ 1:15 am in the beginning was the word and the word was god and the word was with god , think about that literally william January 25, 2018 @ 12:55 am In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. Think about it literally lisaSteph30 January 24, 2018 @ 9:02 pm My memory lacks too. Probably a case of wanting to forget. Although there’s one thing that has always stuck in my mind. When I was younger I thought there was a magic word I could say that would get me out of this reality. I thought hard trying to figure it out then I realised there isn’t a magic word to escape this place. william January 24, 2018 @ 8:56 pm and why do you think your memory aint all that good because your old or because you wanted to forget Shane January 24, 2018 @ 8:39 pm I can’t remember much about my childhood. Around ten years old I have memories. Maybe due to living through the troubles in the seventies, the shooting on the streets, the Shankhill Butchers etc I remember throwing glass bottles at the British soldiers when I was around 11 or 12 haha, it was a normal thing to do while going to school. The lack of memories before that has bothered me for quite some time. RioSurfer January 24, 2018 @ 8:21 pm My Mother had some sort of stroke that affected personality sometimes. siblings left home, so was stuck alone w her for a few years. Not an evil person, but sometimes irrational rage coupled with violence. Father in denial, refused to believe anything we told him. Perhaps that was the worst part. Anyway, I don’t dwell on it, others have had much worse. Carolyn January 24, 2018 @ 4:22 pm I was never molested, but was severely traumatized. Most of the time it was just being an innocent victim of circumstances. The first thing happened when I was 7. I don’t want to say what it was, but it had a bad effect on me spiritually for many years. Shortly after that, I had an imaginary friend that I would talk to and play with, for some reason after a year I told him was time for him to go away. I am just curious if anyone else had one of those imaginary friends. I also to this day most of the time like to be alone in a safe place. It’s very hard for me to trust people and I only go so far with them then something inside of me automatically puts up “wall” to protect myself fro getting hurt again. william January 24, 2018 @ 4:04 pm we see things from multiple angles not multiple personalities but our minds did fracture due to stress like a frozen lake it fractures when to much wieght is placed on it but it the reflects light ( Knowledge ) from places most cant see or reason also ref to as wierdo,s because they cant see stuff lisaSteph30 January 24, 2018 @ 3:47 pm You’re right Bill. I had a rubbish childhood. I think it can go one way or the other, a path to total destruction or a head for finding out what’s really going on here. My sister had a worse time than me but she’s not interested in finding out the truth here her head is too far gone. I watched a film called Split (a guy with multiple personalities) and there was this one personality that killed people but he wouldn’t kill broken (fractured) people. He said the ‘broken ones’ evolve.. whatever that means..?! Leave a Reply CancelYou must be logged in to post a comment.